Jesus

I am truly, honestly, seriously in LOVE with the Lord. Today we had communion in church and I took that moment to remember Jesus and all that He has done for us. I can also honestly say that I love Him for who He is. I can’t express how profound my love is for Him. I also can’t even express how great, how powerful, how overwhelming and how unchanging God’s love for us is. 

No power of Hell, 
no scheme of man,
Could ever pluck me from His hand. 

There is nothing man can do or say to me. I am fully covered by Jesus’ blood shed on the cross and no man can take His love for me away. Thank you thank you thank you for my storm. You made me!

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Victory Screech!!!

I’ve been working at my job for almost 4 years which means that I have more than 17,000 emails in my inbox alone. I can search a word and all the emails pop up from up to 4 years ago.

My crazy storm was between Feb 2013 to September 2013 and I pretty much emailed a good friend everyday about everything that I was going through at that time. So today, I decided to go back and read those emails. I am so happy that as I was reading, none of it made me feel the pain I felt. Currently, I feel beyond victorious.

Victorious because of how God picked me up and placed my feet on higher ground. Everything I lost, God restored it. “He restored it 100 fold, I was tried in the fire but I came out as GOLD”. The enemy didn’t win whatsoever. God used my situation to demonstrate how much He loved me and how He was on MY side the entire time.  I wouldn’t be where I am today if it wasn’t for my storm. If it wasn’t for the people who lied to me, spoke badly about me, stole from me, hated me, mistreated me, abandoned me, betrayed me and looked down on me, I wouldn’t be so victorious today.

So hear this, enemy, what you thought was going to kill me, made me a WHOLE lot stronger. It made me wiser and smarter. It made me feel loved and brought me extremely closer to Jehovah GOD! You tried to hurt me and I can admit, it did hurt, but you can’t take the joy I feel today! I’ve come so far in life that I would never trade my storm for a moment of peace.

You gave me a wonderful renewed Husband, a second child, a beautiful apartment, promotions, wisdom & knowledge in scripture, 3 leadership positions in church, I’m closer to my extended family, healing, awesome genuine friends that love me without conditions, I attend a beautiful church with wonderful, non-judgmental Pastors, I’ve organized events, started this blog, learned how to draw, relationships have been restored, talented daughter, my father is back in my life, I can go ON and ON!

My life is beyond restored. I am grateful for all God has done and all it took was for me to confess my sin to God AND man, disclosed all SECRETS and not pretend that they didn’t exist, humble myself and endure the consequences. I accepted the struggle because I knew I needed God. I sacrificed everything I loved for Him.

Ill never take back my storm, I will never wish to be someone else because I worked so hard to be this person today. I don’t regret anything, I fear nothing and I’m looking forward to greater things. Before anyone tries to act like they know the slightest idea of who I am, sit down, because in all honesty, YOU HAVE NO IDEA.

God is faithful. Toodles.

For the Glory of God

My days are hectic. I have 2 babies and my husband and I work full time. I recently made a list of goals for this month and it almost seems impossible to complete as I think about it. Sometimes, you just have to eliminate the nonsense that consumes your time and take care of what’s most important. 

One thing that helps me  is remembering that every single thing that I do should be to the Glory of God. 

I wanted to just skip story time with my daughter but I couldn’t. I have goals for her and her future depends on what I teach her today. She WILL Pursue greatness in the Lord and I WILL Push her and encourage her to be the best she can be. It’s for the Glory. God loves to see us give it our all. 

Sometimes, there are things we just don’t feel like doing because we’re so lazy but if we remember that we are doing it for Gods glory, it becomes something we want to make sure we accomplish. 

God, I love to do things for You. I love to make sure that my home is at tip top shape. My home is my biggest ministry and I want to show you that im giving it my all so that you can trust me with more. 



Affliction and YOU: We have work to do

Everyone can find themselves very sensitive to one specific type of affliction.  Is it love and heart break? Abuse? Loss? What makes you weak and emotional when this sensitive area in your life is mentioned? How do you feel when the same delicate area in your life is afflicting someone else.

Me? I get very very emotional. I get upset, sad, sorry and irritated all at the same time but I know that I have work to do with it.

Are we supposed to keep it in a bottle and bury it forever because its too much for us to handle? When someone needs our help, do we pretend we cant relate and walk away?

God allowed us to be afflicted so that we can rise from it, give God Glory & testify. We must learn how to take pain and convert it into medicine to heal other wounds. How can we hide the testimony of God’s healing?

What a waste! A deliverance without testifying is a huge waste of affliction.

I always say, I didn’t go through what I went through to keep it to myself, NO NO! I was healed, rebuilt, and restored (like JMoss said) and I’m going to heal, rebuild and restore others. That’s our J.O.B

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